Wednesday, January 21, 2009

find the beauty

she told me to go look outside, even though it appears gloomy, find the beauty in it..then tell her.

"the trees that are now dead bring hope for spring and new life. that not all is lost"

one of my biggest problems is that whenever i become happy it suddenly is taken from me..either that or i dont know how to hold onto it.

i need to keep my life in perspective. even though ive lost a relationship i still have so much. not all is lost. even though i dont have a father, i still have loved ones. i may have hard things in my life but that does not dictate who i am and where i am going.

my heart is really hurting but i just needed to let it out.